Who am I?

This is an important question people ask themselves nowadays which cannot quickly be answered. One would like to know why one is here and what the meaning of being is. Another question that puzzles many is: why is it that I have to go through so many negative experiences, pain, sorrow etc. and where does this come from? Finding an answer to all these questions is not easy, yet not impossible. Shocking events and experiences are often preceded by various signals which can, when correctly interpreted, lift a considerable part of the veil.
These signals are often wrapped in symbols which are to be translated into a transparent language, in order to comprehend the deeper meaning behind them and use them to our advantage. This advantage always consists of a deeper insight in oneself. One changes the perspective regarding an event or experience which, in turn, leads to inner, call it spiritual growth.
Signals may be encountered in various ways for example in a text, a commercial, a conversation etcetera. Also people, animals, objects etc. can act as a mirror with a symbolic meaning. In addition to this one may find miscellaneous symbols in dreams which are important to ones consciousness. Even our own exclamations to others often contain a profound, symbolic meaning to ourselves. Many people will recognize this: what I just told him/her can be applied to myself as well.
Signals and symbols are used to great extent in specific area's of expertise such as Astrology, Palmistry, the I Tsjing and Numerology to name but a few. Some of them shall be elaborated on in the future. Most important however, will be the helping hand, offered to the reader in order to learn to see and interpret her/his own signals. Proceeding like this offers the possibility for every single person to be his/her own guru without having to depend on anyone. This is a road we all travel to understanding yourself, loving yourself and inner growth.

A response can be posted by using the guest book. Hans Fingerhut 16-11-2008

Vibrational frequency

March 28th 2012

Since the end of last year (November) a change in the vibration of frequency is going on. This alteration in energy shall lead to a number of important changes from April this year which had and will have major repercussions, both individually as well as in society. On an individual level it means that people will be confronted with the necessity to establish boundaries, defend their own truth and let go of loved ones, often by their demise. This leads to a quest during which people are automatically drawn to kindred spirits who broadcast the same frequency. As a result individuals gather who, by their combined radiation, realize certain changes which will alter both individual consciousness and consciousness of society.

Follow-up April 20th 2012

Results of the energy described above can be noiticed already. An interesting additional effect is the fact that many people are confronted with previously hidden thought and behavioural patterns which surface. This is and will be the cause of several confrontations resulting in the release of much pain etc. in the subconscious. Eventually this shall lead to an increase in closeness to the own core or, in other words, being more the person she/ he really is.

Follow-up June 20th 2012

It can be noticed that in many cases people are confronted with all kinds of situations and events leading up to an increase in revealing the true self as explained previously on April 20th last. Often drastic measures are taken to force a person as it were to remain or become true to him or herself. Though this results in emotional turmoil which may be felt as if one is thrown into an abyss, insights in the genuine meaning of such situations and events will surface and alter perspective. It's of the utmost importance not to be discouraged by such events as they will lead to accelerated inner growth by a change of consciousness.

Follow-up July 18th 2012

The change in consciousness as mentioned previously in the entry above pertains to a shift from ego thinking to thoughts, inspired and led by our higher selves. Awareness of an inner force which transcends the ego and is our true self will increase during the coming months. This is already visible on a global scale by the refusal of many to accept the continuing manipulation of bankers and politicians. Though this is concerned with the material world while the higher self resides in higher realms, through projecting this awareness in the material world, the inner self of all involved shall grow which will cascade into further significant changes.



As mentioned before in the text “Who am I?” various signals shall be elaborated so that the reader can create her/his own image as to the ways we may encounter these signals. A number of examples will follow in order to clarify this.

A person ponders for months on a relationship she/he is in. The partner seems to be increasingly distant and doesn’t seem to take the time anymore to spent quality time together. All kinds of thoughts arise taking hold of the person in such a way that a sense of unhappiness increases. Am I doing something wrong? Is there someone else? Doesn’t he/she love me anymore? These and other thoughts make life more difficult and unbearable. Despite this burden the person doesn’t dare to entrust anyone with these thoughts. Worrying about this during a walk she/he suddenly notices a crow, sitting on a fence, seems to be looking at her/him. The first thought that pops up is the image of an aunt who, in family circles, is called the crow. Then he/she remembers that the aunt got her nickname because she acted fiercely once she found out her partner had an affair. Now the person knows, the aunt is the designated person to trust and to seek council from.

The text above is an example of a signal where the crow symbolizes the aunt who may offer help. Though it doesn’t solve the problem, it offers the person something to relieve the pressing load by sharing it with someone.

The next example pictures a person who doesn’t feel right and cannot explain why. His body tells him something is wrong or lacking. Then he feels the urge to check his plants and finds that the earth in the pots is so dry it is cracked, despite the fact that the plants were watered the day before. As in a flash he knows this indicates that he should drink more than he did so far. He drinks a large glass of water and feels better shortly after.

A person who is going through a divorce tells about a plastic bench in the backyard that was broken by someone who jumped on it after climbing the fence. The rear light of her scooter was also broken in an inexplicable way. To make things worse she mentioned that the garbage container wasn’t emptied by the garbage collectors. The broken bench indicated the broken relationship. The broken taillight emphasised that the situation in the past was broken and the full container pointed to the fact that the whole ordeal had yet to be processed and released. While opening a book on a random page the person red a passage about herself and her mother, who passed away earlier. This showed that she could ask her mother for help even though she had demised.

In the next text, more examples will be given. Reactions to the examples mentioned above, can be posted by using the guest book.

Hans Fingerhut 28-11-2008


Signals of the body

Our own body often gives us clues as to which way we can look differently at certain issues. Volumes were written describing in detail the symbolic meaning of various ailments. However, it is still useful to list a number of general explanations so one can find out to what a certain annoyance pertains. To interpret this for ourselves we only need to analyse our own thoughts. What am I thinking of now; which thoughts occupy my mind; what irritates me most right now? When asking these questions while being aware of the painful part of the body, the latter indicates in which area or what way one could look at things differently (often more flexible). However, we should keep in mind that the left part of the body represents our own feelings while the right part reflects how our vicinity experiences us or how we experience our vicinity. A description of a possible example follows to clarify this.

A person’s left knee hurts while thinking of attaining a certain goal. For instance, meeting a deadline for a job. The painful knee may indicate that the person should not use so much self inflicted pressure to get the job done within a time limit. In case of a painful right knee it could mean that he/she should not take so much pressure from someone else. However, it could also mean that he/she might take a more flexible attitude towards the person who set these parameters. This seems confusing since 2 possible answers are given. Yet, the right answer will be offered by the own intuition while one thinks this through. Often the pain subsides or disappears at all once one changes the own thoughts about the situation. This confirms an accurate interpretation of the signal.

Below a number of short explanations of the symbolic meaning of various body parts. The difference between left and right was explained previously in this text.








pressure, annoyance


feelings, emotions, letting go




claiming an own space in life


giving the own opinion


thinking, thoughts


observation, perspective




determining the own direction


burdens, sacrificial attitude




acting, acts


taking room for the own opinions etc.


emotional matters

Hans Fingerhut 13-01-2009

The ego in our monetary systeem

Our system of a monetary economy in which all literally depends on having or lacking money led to inhumane conditions and an unnatural growth of ego and egoism.
Despite all signs that this system favours but a few at the expense of many people, forces exhaustion of natural resources to increase an already staggering capital of some, allows millions to die from hunger while there is abundance for all etc., this long obsolete system is being maintained.
In various ways we are told that there is no other way to live than by this so called free market economy. However, we are merely being conditioned in order to maintain a dying system.
Below 2 links to eye opening films explaining a way of life in which ego thinking will disappear and life will be lived as it was supposed to be.


Inner struggle

Januari 2012

On a global as well as on a personal scale an inner fight between ego and higher self can be detected. This is merely a reflection of an ongoing battle in other realms which cannot be touched by our physical senses. Nevertheless, tremendous shifting of energy can be observed from analysing personal thoughts. Additionally, this ongoing change is visible all over the world. By just focussing attention to, for example Egypt, Libya, Syria, the occupy movement etc. significant changes in consciousness and perspectives are evident. In general one could conclude this battle is a struggle between forces of darkness and light. The probable outcome in the long run will be a world that is no longer ruled by desires, imposed by our ego.

Hand analysis

Though the pictures below are somewhat blurry and are lacking in details a reasonably comprehensive description can be given of the owner of these hands.

This person is an analytical thinker who is very systematic, meticulous and who loves methodology. A clear talent for science is present. In particular medical science.
The owner of these hands is also prudent, very intelligent, cunning and shrewd and has a very strong sense of responsibility. Whatever he does, he’s always utterly convinced that it is in the best interest of others, be it family members or other people depending on his decisions. He is very keen on doing, what he believes to be, the right thing for his family and/or other members of society. This trait of perfection was conditioned by an inadequate relationship with his mother. In fact, he never seizes to try to prove himself to be good enough to receive his mother’s unconditional love. This may result in an unwavering attitude even when proven wrong by various circumstances.
This person felt compelled to “follow in his father’s footsteps” by either taking over a family business or being almost forced to make an imposed career choice.
Due to self imposed pressure this person may develope a heart condition which may lead to serious health problems from the age of 42 onwards.
In conclusion it is also clear that the owner of these hands is more concerned about his position in society than about material gain.





March 3rd 2012

Much, probably too much has been written on 2012 as being a decisive and transforming year in human existence. Some of my topics refer to and cope with several transformational items and energies. All of these are a genuine reflection of my personal experiences shared with many readers as I know for a fact that many people experience similar events but are restricted for or by whatever reason to share this with others. My motivation to share is the simple fact that we are all linked with all that is. Though this may sounds as a figment of my imagination bear in mind that quantum physics generates increasingly more evidence to support this. On the Internet there is more than abundant proof to elaborate on this.

The reason I’m posting this article was triggered by recent and still ongoing events that entered my consciousness. Through palmistry/chirology I found there has to be a balance between rational and intuitive faculties in order to achieve the best results possible. In other words; feminine/masculine i.e. yin/yang contributions have to be balanced to such an extent that an equal share is donated by both. This and only this will lead to a situation in which the ego will be transcended and a chirological consultation shall yield the best results for a client. That is, of course, provided a change in thoughts or behaviour leads to unconditional love towards others and self. It stands to reason that the same goes for all issues and behaviour.


Everything in the universe actually consists of energy which constantly vibrates on various frequencies. This applies to matter perceptible by the senses as well as to thoughts. Although one is not capable of perceiving a thought it is obvious that this form of energy is broadcasted and received. If, for example, a person is afraid of a dog this fear may be registered by the dog followed by a possible attack. From this it can be deduced that it is likely that the energy of the thought is apparently enhanced by the emotion (fear), which enables the dog to pick it up and act accordingly. The previous example indicates that one can deal with this based on a state of awareness. One is able to link the energy of a thought to a positive emotion which than can be radiated. An application of this nature will enable us to create a different reality. Of course, there are more examples of various kinds of energy we can (learn to) deal with or we may encounter. The nature of the energy can be established from the response it causes in thoughts and acting of ourselves and our fellow men.

Energy and transformation

The entire creation consists of energy. This applies to the visible as well as to the non-visible part of it. This implies that not only the material world like people, animals, plants etc. consist of energy but the non-material world as well. An example of the latter is the world of thoughts. This energy can manifest itself in many ways and vibrates on a specific frequency. Since we, by being human, are limited to a material observation due to the restrictions of our senses, we are also bounded as far as observing various forms of energy are concerned. Yet many people take notice of other energies without using the five tactile senses. This is known as extra sensory perception. Every person met with this or will deal with it sooner or later. As we developed the sensory perception unilaterally for thousands of years, the gift of perceiving without the usual senses is suppressed, however, not lost or destroyed. One of the typical signs of our time is that this ability surfaces in an increasing number of people. Among them are some who demonstrate this ability with spectacular results. This is due to the fact that we are living in an era of tremendous changes in consciousness. These changes will result in a balance between our mental and intuitive abilities. The collision between both abilities happened because they vibrate on a different frequency. The current change will lead to a vibration on the same frequency of both abilities, thus resulting in harmony rather than in difference or competition.

The last couple of years influx of various energies from the Cosmos increased dramatically. They, as well, contribute considerably to the harmonisation of inner opposing forces. These cosmic energies are so powerful that they are increasingly sensible, literally and physically. When consciously chosen to open up to this flooding of energy with the intent of inner growth, one will notice a growth in the ability to look at issues and situations from a different point of view. This constant change of perspective results in observing life with all its ups and downs from an inner state of trust. This results in a decrease of inner resistance to events which also diminish suffering. The simplest way to live from this intention arises from the awareness that all things which cause emotional distress, are eventually meant to learn from. Everything which hurts us mentally or emotionally can cause inner growth once we open up to look at it in a different way. The difficulty of this approach is the fact that we have to let go of the habit of reacting in a certain way, in other words, get rid of the former conditioning. The fact that more and more people acknowledge, understand and apply this also indicates a change of frequency of energy.

More people begin to realise that they cannot return to the old manner of responding and they usually do not wish to do so anymore. One may often hear that a person does not want to return to the old way of living once the change of thinking or attitude starts, even if this would be possible. This indicates that an alteration of consciousness is ongoing and that the person involved is going through a transformation process. This process will lead to an increase of experiencing love for the inner self.

Hans Fingerhut 17-02-2009


Thought Energy

Our thoughts are a kind of energy which is creative. Eventually our thoughts take shape in our physical world. In general this is a process which takes years to come into effect. Should an emotion be connected to a thought, the latter will sooner become a reality in the material world. This manifestation speed increases even more when this emotion is a strong one and the thought is repeated in combination with the emotion. Every thought vibrates on a certain frequency like radio waves or light waves. Similar thoughts are present in the same frequency range. This means that, by having certain thoughts, one finds oneself in the energy of that specific range. In other words, one is attuned to a certain wavelength. Due to this one attracts people who represent the same wave length both from the physical as well as the non physical world.
It is common to have reoccurring thoughts as a result of one or the other fear. This may lead to susceptibility to be influenced by someone who is attuned to the same frequency. In the physical world one attracts one or more people who may abuse your weakness (read: fear). For example; a person who has a hard time to say ‘no’ will be approached by people to ask him/her to help them by doing annoying chores. Entities, residing in the non physical world on the same frequency feed on the energy of these thoughts. They will try continuously to influence the thinker to hold these thoughts so they can keep feeding on its energy. Once aware of this thought pattern and the way it influences ones life, one is capable of changing this. In the material world the person involved will say ‘no’ more often when asked for help once again. The influence from the non physical world shall subside and eventually disappear by focussing the own thoughts on something else when one notices that the old thought pattern is back. It goes without saying that changing a certain way of thinking takes time. It takes the same effort time and again to replace the former thought pattern. Of course this may result in frustration however one will persevere knowing the pain and grievance the old pattern caused. Confirmation of being on the right track comes twofold. In the first place one starts noticing that less people who only want to abuse one ask for help. Secondly one finds the disturbing thought pattern, connected to a certain fear, pops up less frequently. However, it is common to have a relapse in thoughts now and then. This only signifies that one is on the right path but has to maintain to work at the inner self.
For support one could talk to someone who went or currently goes through the same process. Finding the right person is becoming easier since many people are working on various processes of awareness.


Intrusive energy

Currently there is an increase of the influx of energy which leads to major changes. It is the end of July 2009 and the energy mentioned is intrusive to such an extent that it may lead to radical reactions in many people. These reactions may vary and take different forms. Some examples are; Recurring negative thoughts on all kinds of issues: incomprehensible emotional outbursts which result in a sense of regret later: confrontations with situations or people from the past that demand a solution: despair: feelings of loneliness: thoughts of being unable to cope with it anymore etc., etc. Despite all pain and sorrow this causes it signals a global change in consciousness. This will increase as we draw closer to December 2012. The transforming energy will grow exponentially. Though this is hard to bear individually, it may help to know that all people and even all life on earth is being influenced by this energy. Even those people who think that only they who believe in or are open for this are involved are included in this process and will, sooner or later, become aware of this. Since we are all individuals, the personal effect of this transforming energy may vary considerably. Personal support can be derived from talking about the difficulties, thoughts and or feelings with others. Recognition and acknowledgement by others will diminish the gravity of this stage.

Hans Fingerhut 22-07-2009


Transforming energy

A few weeks now one can sense an energy which initiates an inner transformation process. It is the 21st of October 2009 and this energy has been active since the end of last month. This leads in particular to a change of consciousness on stating ones own boundaries. Many are met with fierce reactions from their environment. Many people are no longer willing to accept various issues which they convey to their partner, colleagues, relatives and/or vicinity. This often results in serious collisions with others. These emotions are necessary to gain insights which lead to an inner transformation. In view of the former text it is obvious that, initially, one will find oneself in a situation of increasing tension and stress. After the insight has been obtained, a feeling of relief and freedom will follow. Through observing the own environment it shall become clear that many are going through a similar process at the moment. Knowing this may offer some support in a sense that one does not go through this process alone.

Hans Fingerhut 21-10-2009


Results of transforming energy

The consequences of transforming energy are increasingly visible around the world. This applies to individuals as well as to groups and entire nations. Remarkable shifts take place in the economical and political field. Egoism in politics increases and is publicly revealed by the fact that certain people or regimes refuse to relinquish power. Nevertheless an alteration in power takes place because people no longer accept domination or restriction by a regime or person(s) in power. One could say that a change in awareness and consequently in perspective renders the egoism of the ones in power unacceptable. On an economic level a shift can be noticed as well. An example of the latter is the increasing intolerance regarding people who fill their own pockets at the expense of the masses which resulted in an economic crisis that spread worldwide and has to be paid for by the masses. Fraud and the abuse of power are increasingly revealed and topples down management of companies and entire governments.
A clear gauge of the continuing economical crisis, which is behind us according to some of the media, is the housing market. Prices of houses drop in various countries which results in a downward spiral of the masses who were anchored to an expensive mortgage.
On an individual level one may notice an increase in broken relationships from which one party can release the victim roll and the other party playing a dominating part. People are less and less willing to have others impose their will upon them. Boundaries are sett and old, imposed boundaries and restrictions faint away. Though the previous text may appear to be of a less positive nature, one can see that it is a clear sign of an alteration in consciousness worldwide which started years ago and becomes visible to an accelerated extent.

28-04-2011 Hans Fingerhut



July 30th 2013


Many of the changes which so many people eagerly yearned for, already started. Transition of 2012 to 2013 accelerated various processes. All what was or still is hidden is exposed at an increasing pace. Dishonest treatment or domination in whatever way is no longer accepted. People start to resist, be it individually in a personal relationship or as a group to companies, banks or governments. Not only can this be witnessed in ones own vicinity but also on a global scale in various countries. Actually, this is a clear sign of inner growth through a change of awareness so many have been waiting for. Gradually our old way of thinking which was based on conditioned anxieties will change into a perspective based on personal freedom due to an increase of being oneself. The ones who have an interest to perpetuate the status quo will stop at nothing to remain in power. Exactly that will stimulate the transition as this kind of thinking will be the fuel for the fire of transformation. Below  a revealing and mind blowing documentary which will lift the veil of ignorance.






Lately an obvious increase in aggression can be noticed, not just around us but also individually in thought. This points to desperate attempts of both individual and group ego to maintain itself as surrender to the Higher Self will inevitably lead to its death. A combination of breathing and affirmation offers a way to cope with an often misleading justification of aggression by the ego. As soon as thoughts of an aggressive nature arise or one is confronted with such events in society, take a deep breath, hold your breath for a few seconds and while exhaling think; I Am in God and God is in me. If applied on a regular basis this will result in surrender to the Higher Self.